Enough to Last

Dear Kate,

It's been a rainless day. I could have said it's been sunny but the point is that it was rainless, a grace of not having more of it. 

I was roaming around trying to catch the last of Christmas. In a way I was finally satisfied, the same way I've accepted I shall never be. It's not good enough, but there's enough good. 

There's a Christmas jigsaw puzzle I wanted to get, though I don't do puzzles. It's about the can, a tin can of a Christmas barn that I wanted to take home and take out from time to time if I miss Christmas too much. Couldn't find it anymore. No meaning to it, the can and my not finding it, not the way I tried to force it. Someone has the can in her home and probably loves puzzles too. I'm very happy with that.

Yours, Alex